Lol, it’s a big deal to me too that you forgot.
but I’m just going to brush it off and act like it’s not.
I know we just talked today, but I miss you in a difference sense. I miss when we first started talking, and you’d try to stay up and talk to me. We’d be up all night together. Now I’m always up alone for hours.
Lol, I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing. I’m so stupid. I was suppose to stay away from you so I could take care of myself. But here I am.
I gave in. I gave in and now I have to sit here and listen to you talk about her. And I have to laugh and say encouraging things about you two, and act like I’m all happy for you guys.
I’m not strong enough to keep myself away from you.
Being angry and bitter at him. Hating him. I’m even being a complete bitch to him every single time he messages me now. He even told me today that I was being mean to him. But nothing’s working.
